I feel so sucky at the moment. F*cking sucky. Don't ask me f*cking why. You can spot how sucky I'm feeling at the moment, by how I started off my post with a sucky picture & also the first paragraph of the post.Currently, my PM for my MSN: "Insecure.". That sums up about almost everything. Ugh, school have been a bitch lately and I feel so lost in school, like seriously. I don't even give a hoot about what's happening around me. Today, I feel like an insane useless Syarinah. Not the happy, cheerful (on my point of view) Syarinah I used to be. People might say I've been shagged about this and that but, I don't know. Only the Almighty knows. Alhamdullilah.
Moving on, school was alright for today. Everything seemed to go in a breeze. Instead of staying in the hall for assembly, the 4N2 students had index numbers which are odd numbers were asked to proceed to the classroom for bonding. So, we shared a little bit about our personal interests and majority of it was food. :)
Next was CME, and what did the class do? Hmm.. okay, I can't recall. My memory is failing me, like seriously. Next up was an hour of PE. Had to run 1 round around the school and since me & some of my friends came back 2 minutes after the time requirement, we were asked to run 2 rounds around the ISH (Indoor Sports Hall). What a pity Zhao Yi had chest pain after the run. While I was taking my height & weight, I saw Mr L. bringing Zhao Yi in a wheelchair. She looked so pale & was crying. Pitiful ain't it? Anyway, she was alright by Maths & I was thankful.
After recess, Maths. Since the arranging tables took away 15 minutes away from the period, the first Maths class test was postponed to tomorrow. Gee, better than nothing right. I better start implicating all the Circle properties in my f*cking pea-sized brain!
After Maths was an hour of English. Since Mrs P. reached class 15 minutes late, we only managed to do a worksheet and go through the mistakes we accounted in our personal recount. I nearly failed. I scored 16 out of 30 and Mrs P. said the highest she gave was 17 out of 30. So you see how high standard she is!
Malay was boring as usual. *yawns* Biology followed after, and I wasn't pleased. Mr F. wasn't as cheerful as he was always, as he was upset with the shitty answers we gave for the previous test and I'm pretty sure I'm one of the students who gave him shitty answers and because of that, we were asked to copy down the glossary of my Biology textbook 10 times to help us remember the definitions of this & that. Well, it's helping though. It's not such a good idea but it works. It helps us absorb information while copying it times & times again.
Left halfway thru' the lesson at 1pm for CIP (Community Involvement Programme). Assembled at the Foyer and off we went to Taman Jurong for I-don't-why. Sheesh, standing in the hot sun wasn't fabulous alright. Now, I've ended up with a slight headache which I'm trying to deal with at the moment! Well, maybe that's why I'm feeling so suckish. And it might be the cause of my sudden moodswing. *sighs*
Ended around 4 and took 185 with the other 4N2 mates who went for the CIP, back to school. Before heading home, I had early dinner at Teh Tarik with Augustina (♥!), Eric, Zi Heng, Jian Ri, Amanda, Zhuan Yi and some other people whom I forgot. Sorry! =]When I got home, I got surprised with the new Plasma (Samsung's Regza 42") when I got home. It's freaking big and luckily it could fit onto our cute rack. Haha! Papa picked the right one!
I waited till 8.30pm and tune into OktoLIVE! since Freaky Z was going to perform. Saturday was always my favourite song from his 2nd album; Fymps! And this guy is crazy! In March, he's going to release a second album titled 'Bassick'. Give him support on the way alright. Young's album launch was a success & I'm pretty sure Fazli's one gonna be great! :D
2 down, 8 more to go!
P/S: To Adel, get well soon darling. See you on Friday! ;)
