#57.

I've been going through a whole lot of shit these few days. And, I mean a whole lot of shit. Gah, bullshits here & there, everywhere! I've been frustrated enough, but people just don't understand & they rub it in still.

I hate how much school is torturing me. I hate how much I feel so unwanted in school. I hate how much certain people treat me. I hate how much I hate things right now.

Almost everything is getting on my nerve you see! I'm not complaining (well, in a way, maybe) but I really need to rant about it. It's totally unacceptable. Am I really that mean/rude/horrible to be treated like shit? Like this? Huh? Gosh.

You might think I'm taking things too seriously but I live my life, I know what's happening.

On another note, I think I spoke alot of redundant things during EL Oral yesterday.

#56.

I spent my Saturday evening with these 4 girls of mine (in alphabetical order) - Aydah, Chippy, Mira & Zyeza. We went for a gig, Popcorn Playa Ladies Edition.

To sum it all up, none of the performances bored me. All were just as good, but I guess the part where Ayu, Kae & Syugah surprised their boyfriends - Wan, Jin & Akeem respectively, that was totally sweet, no denying huh! They even brought a rose for 'em guys. Aww. I'm the one who was fcuking touched in the end. Hahaha! I was looking forward to Richard J's set but as he just recovered from his operation, he needs some rest. Instead, Lefttool performed with 2 songs; 'Dreamz' & 'She's Fly' - the song he sang at Live N Loaded. Krazie Starr's was the last with his 2 hot tracks; 'Too Sexy For My Love' & 'Sweet Mommayama'.

Powerful performances from the others too! Vivacious - Miskz Efa (from Vanguard Oddities) & Ain performed 'Diva' & this other song which I forgot the title. I think it was their own original single. VibeFlavaMusic (if I'm not wrong) was awesome with their acoustic set, bringing on songs like Crush Crush Crush by Paramore & I Kissed A Girl by Katy Perry. The sisters were great vocalists! And as expected, I enjoyed Kae's performance 100%, for sure. Knock You Down (feat. Phir One & Hel) & this song which I forgot the title too with her classmate, Fortu. Amazing. The Cartelz will always be the best acoustic group I'll always look forward to seeing them perform. Nurul has really inevitable vocals!

Sorry if I've missed some of the performer's name of mispelled any of them (which I believe I did). My memory is failing me nowadays.

Here are the aftermath photos:-

Nurul (from The Cartelz) & Zyeza.

K. Starr & I.

As we were starving, we went to Tong Seng to have supper. :)

There you go. What a Sizzling Saturday it was but it was tiring as well.

P/S: Girls, if you want the original copies, do nudge me on MSN. ;)

#55.

I have no idea why I'm here but since I'm here, I jolly well update. First thing first, I would like to clarify about the date for the previous post. It's dated Monday, 23rd March 2008 but actually, I posted it out on Friday, 27th March 2008 some time in the afternoon. It's prolly because I saved it as a draft on Monday & didn't edit since today. That goes to show how jam-packed I am these few days. Alright, I'm not busy every day though. It might prolly be because of I'm just plain lazy.

And I still haven't got enough of therapy. I'm pretty lucky that the weekdays have come to an end. Finally! But to be honest, five days went in a flash just how the 1 week holiday flew by. Sighs.

I've been posting rather long posts as it's been piling up but I shall try to compromise with myself to make time to post daily as I don't miss out interesting details.

You might not find this post interesting, but whurrever. ;)

#54.

Thanks to Abang, I have to blog out a post using Daddy's lappy. In a very uncomfortable position with my aching legs, what more can I say about feeling frustrated & irritated. I really don't like it when my legs aches (and in this case, both my legs hurts) as it affects my mood, frankly speaking. The sole of my foot & palms aches just as miserably too. Gosh, this is definitely not a good sign. And yeah, I forgot to include that my head was spinning like a tornado literally. Now sitting with my legs crossed each other, it really hurts but I can't do anything much.

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Sunday, 22nd March 2009

Fortunately, Daddy made his mind up to do some shopping in Singapore, instead of going over the border. I miss shopping in Singapore, y'know. Anyway, we had our breakfast at the Makanshiok near our place & I swear I didn't have any appetite to eat anything. In the end, Mummy persuaded me to have Nasi Lemak and didn't regretted having it for breakfast! It was really delicious and definitely tummy-fulfilling. It certainly boosted my mood. Thanks Mum! ;)

After that, Dad made an impromptu decision to have a quick look at the Kuda Kepang thingy happening near Makanshiok. It was indeed scary for first timers as onlookers for me as well as my family. They ate glass, for goodness sake! Dad told me that he was supposed to inherit this ritual after my beloved late grandfather but declined. I'm glad he did. It's totally demeaning.

Just as I thought, Dad brought us to the Singapore Expo for the Robinsons' Sale & also the Halal Expo Convention. I didn't spend much though 'cause basically there was nothing much for me to spend on! Haha. Despicable behavior, I know. Gosh. Oh oh, I bumped into lovely Kak Jihan & Kak Janna at the Halal Expo. I miss them!

After that, Dad brought us to East Coast Lagoon as I was craving for Ikan Bakar! Unfortunately, I didn't really had a big appetite reaching there. Was feeling quite nauseous & I was clueless why I was feeling that way.

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Monday, 23rd March 2009

First day of Term 2 ain't that back but I have to pathetically agree that time is indeed flying fast like a rocket aye! In a few months time, there I am squishing all my brain cells for knowledge in the exam hall for N Levels. Oh gosh!

After school, headed home to get my Art stuffs as I forgot to bring 'em to school today. Went to Hui Min's house & it was funny seeing how they (Hui Min & Ting Zhi) are trying to cook their lunch - Bee Hoon. As for me, I just watched them eat. I grabbed my lunch from KFC , Snackerz #3! ;)

When I came into the Art Room...

"Eat KFC some more!"

That was what Mdm K. said to me. Thank god she let me eat my lunch in the Art Room. She's great huh. I love her! :D

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Tuesday, 24th March 2009

I had a butt-smacking experience with Sarah (NudeInWinter), Aydah(!), Adel(!), Rafie, Min & a friend of theirs - Muz. They're all much much older than me but age gap ain't a matter as I think we clicked along real well I guess. I had so much fun taking photos during the photoshoot & the pictures weren't of what I expected. Instead it was alot more than that. The pictures took by both Sarah & Rafie was just fantastic, fabulous, great, awesome & amazing!

Here are Rafie's shots:-
And here are Sarah's:-
These are just the first fews. I'll upload the rest on my Photo Album, don't worry. And pictures of the aftermath of the photoshoot will also be uploaded. Just wait till I get all my stuffs all sorted out & I'll settle down to upload all the photos to my Photo Album & also the album in my Facebook account. It's sucky that I can't upload straight from my Mozilla. I can only do it from my Internet Explorer. *sad face*

After the photoshoot, had dinner at Popeyes over at the Singapore Flyer! And proceeded to Esplanade to just chill with the girls - Adel, Aydah & Sarah. ;)


And big big credits to Sarah! Love. ;)

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I'm too exhausted to carry on but I'm pretty sure my Wednesday, Thursday & Fridays were just as fine. I'm finally catching up on my studies & all my holiday homeworks are all done. Only left with CME & Humanities projects. Woohoo!

I think I screwed up during my Malay Oral yesterday. Period man.
I'm so gonna score for my EL Oral then! :D

P/S: Popcorn Playa Ladies Edition or Mama's friend's child's engagement tomorrow? :(
P/P/S: Bummer! I missed The Freak Show yesterday! Sorry Aydah for not picking up your call.

#53.

Apologies for the change of blog song. It encountered some technical fault yesterday & I chose to change it to some local ish; Swagger Like X by Rauzan, Izaril, Chavito & Ishmael. "No one in the corner has a swagger like us..." This is typically stuck in my head since I downloaded Paper Planes by M.I.A & also listened to Swagger Like X over & over again. It never gets boring. :)

As for today, another boring Saturday it will be. Was thinking of hanging out with GFs but oh well. Anyway, Dad said we might be heading to Malaysia tomorrow to visit our my Grandaunt who's living at the west side of Malaysia. I think I won't be tagging along. I wanna meet Mimi! Hopefully I get all my plans sorted out by tonight & I don't wanna go Malaysia no more, at the moment.

Yesterday, Mom made impromptu plans for us to head to her workplace & thanks Dad for sending us to Mom's workplace at Raffles Place. I have no idea why Dad is in a bad mood all out of a sudden. Grr, I hate it when them parents get upset without a reason. Coming back, waited for Mom to quickly go through her files & off we went to some shopping mall near her place and we went to Charles & Keith (!). Zomg, I can't believe Mom bought me 2 pairs of shoes! All in all, I think I spent like half a hundred bucks over there, only. Omg omg omg!

After that, we went to have dinner at Banquet nearby. Well correction, Mom & Lil' Fag went to have dinner at Banquet. I had my dinner with Dad at Teh Tarik near my school but Lil' Fag didn't eat anything, except for Onion Rings. He didn't finish that up too. Grr.

After that, we decided to head to Bugis Street to do a lil' shopping. What a pity Mom didn't want to go to Pluck! I'm craving for their Ice Cream. Sighs. Anyway, bought 2 denim skirts, a vintage dress (similar design to the one I bought 2 weeks ago but diff. colour), 2 dresses & a waist belt. I think that's all about it. Didn't shop till I drop 'cause Lil' Fag was annoying me as he want to go to IMM's Popular to buy his Geronimo Stilton's Series.

We cabbed down to IMM & luckily we reached there quite early and first stop was of course Popular. I bought a new story book! Olivia Kidney & The Secret Beneath The City. I'll continue reading it after I blog. ;)

As for holiday assignments, I've completed my EL Factual Recount. And am starting on my Maths worksheets. :D

And I think these video is cute.

Come Back To Me by Peepshow

P/S: I hate it when I'm the target of harsh comments when it come to the future & blablabla.

#52.

This has prolly been the longest duration that I've not updated my blog aye. However, hello fellow readers! It's nice being back in this humble space of mine to share how my life is at the moment and what I'm going through & much much more. HAHA. :P

Here goes nothing.

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Saturday & Sunday, 14th & 15th March 2009

I spent my weekend back at my grandaunt's village in Kg. Sg. Nibong, Batu Pahat - Semerah to be precise. It was amazing to finally have a piece of mind when I reached the destination. I swear I was excited! I miss my relatives, I really do. Like ohmwahgoshies, for real. But I wasn't there for fun. I was there to witness a couple being pronouced as husband & wife. ;)

The groom & bride was undeniably stunning & gorgeous respectively. And the wedding was grand as my granduncle/father of the groom was the leader of the village, so he invited almost the whole village down to the wedding. I love the kampong spirit but on the other hand, I despise mosquito bites! Fortunately, the chances of me getting more of them are lesser as now I tend to take care of my skin more thoroughly. Frequent showers & application of my Body Shop's Strawberry Yoghurt body lotion helps in the process.

Nevertheless, I love my grandaunts & also my young aunties whom I'm very close too! :)

Nek Ru, mother of the groom :)

Nek Endon, aunt of the groom :)

And here are my young Aunties.

They're really young & the one in white, Nozi, shares the same age as me. As for the one in Pink kurung, Siti, she's a year younger than my lil' bro but yet so intelligent. I miss them! :'(

Well, we went shopping too! I got myself a teddy in Blue! :D

♥ ♥ ♥

More pictures up on my Photo Album! :)

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Monday, 16th March 2009

Before attending Art Class at 8.30am, met up with Hui Min & Jian Ri at the coffeeshop near 7-11 @ Block 501 to have breakfast. Thanks Hui Min for buying me the toast earlier! Slowly, Ting Zhi & Eunice came. After all of us finished our breakfast, we made our way to school and started tracing our layouts at the Art Room. Around 9.20am, Mdm K. brought us to the iMac Lab to allow us to complete what's left to do at the lab. Fortunately, I completed my selected layout & I've done what I had to do, and I spent the rest of the time playing Pet Society. Haha. I lost track of time, till Mom called me & gave me a hearing. I was supposed to go home right after I finished up everything! Mom was on leave, you see & Dad was going to bring us out. Little did I know we were heading to Malaysia, again.

I took the bus home with Swee Ling and got ready in a hurry. Whatchu know, in a few minutes, I was in my vintage dress, black leggings & beige Cotton On cardigan to go with the vintage dress as it was friggin' cold out there. It was prolly the first time I got ready in a jiffy. Unbelievable? Believe it. :]

Dad brought us to Bukit Indah Shopping Mall and it was such an enormous place, and I should say that it has the concept of Vivo City in our Lion City. It was quite boring though as all of the shops are like mundane and not our cup of taste. Not to mention, the stuffs there are like much more expensive than the ones we have in Sg. I prefer buying my stuffs in Sg! :D

Had lunch at KFC. Spent quite a lot but what we had so little. We finished it all up as we were starving. Correction, as I was starving. I finished 2 Chicken Wings, a cup of Mashed Potato & 4 Cheesy Potato Wedges. After that, we started to window-shop & I bought tee-shirts which was the cheapest I can find & worthful of Mom's buckaroos. In total, I spent RM75 and got 4 tees. :)

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Tuesday, 18 March 2009

I was early for Art class as I thought it was supposed to start at 8am. Mom & Dad dropped me off at the back gate and I killed time by waiting for Eunice & Hui Min at the bus stop opposite the school's front gate. Started on my canvas & I think I've messed up my canvas! Argh. Did a few touch-ups & left school around 2pm.

Later in the afternoon, I met up with Azie at Jurong East Interchange. Pity her, she just came back from school and what's more, her bag was extremely heavy. Aww... We stopped at Yishun station to wait for the Sisters - Syella & Radiah & they were late! Haha. Missed 4 trains but it's all good. Reached Toa Payoh around 7.20 nearing 7.30pm and took 157 from the bus interchange to get to Mediacorp for Live N Loaded Pre-Recording. It was such an impromptu decision & I'm pretty lucky that the girls had the green light to accompany me. :)

The highlight for me going there was Sleeq, to be really frank. But on support basis, I came to support all local acts. It was shocking to see alumni-s of Singapore Idol; Joakim Gomez & Paul Twohill who came down to perform! And the feeling of moving to Moviestar was unexplainably thrilling. Even though I was pissed off by some particular people in the crowd, I made a pact with myself to enjoy. I came here to support, therefore I tried to make myself as happy as possible.

However, I wasn't feeling right during Paul Twohill's performance which was after Sleeq's. The stomachache & headache I encountered was straining & since I couldn't take it anymore, the girls & I went out of the room & waited for them dudes at the lobby. It's been a while since I met them so I didn't bother about how long I had to wait for them. They had their cam-whoring time with the Sleeqaholics, but we just waited at the side near to the toilet.

Whilst waiting for them, I met Dee & Zul Mystroe too! :)

Out of the blue, Shino & Yasin appeared out of the door! Immediately, the girls & I shouted "Shinooooooo!". Haha. And to that fag who screamed Shino & yet we don't know him, please f. off. Thanks! :D

We had a chat with them & did random stuffs. Shino was hilarious! In the end, we waited for the dudes at the staircase area. When they finally came down, I was relieved. Had our usual handshakes. Alyph & his lame jokes, ohmwahgawd, I miss them. And aww... our dudes have tons of fans already huhhhh. Just don't forget us aight. Peace. ;)

After talking a lil' more w Alyph & Syarif, Shino, Yasin, Fakir, Syella, Radiah, Azie & I made our way to Toa Payoh to have our late late supper. As for me, it was my lunch & dinner too. Trust me, I was starving!

SHOUTOUT TO YASIN! Thanks for the taxi ride home! :)

P/S: Thanks Kak Jihan & Alyph for the tixs!

And girls, thanks for the companion. Ya'll the best, nuff' said.

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As for Wednesday, I stayed in school till 4pm. Had Bio Remedial at 8 till 10am and after that, Art. :B

All the best of luck to Mimi dear for her heart operation today! We'll visit you on Friday aight sayang! I love you. Your bf loves you. Your family loves you. And of course, GFs loves you! ♥

#51.

I was supposed to blog about how I spent my Wednesday yesterday but in the end, look at the time now. Thanks Abang, for hogging onto the PC the moment I stepped home. You're unwell but you're up & about, doing unnecessary stuffs. Eh hold on, I do that too when I'm sick don't I? Haha.

Alright, after I got back from school on Wednesday, I immediately went home to have a shower & a quick change as I was going to meet my babey Syazana, Chewy Dwi & Ayinn at IMM and they were already waiting at Jurong East Bus Interchange when I was still getting ready. Oh gosh, they're such sweethearts for waiting for me patiently. Love you girls! ♥

Snapshots:-

Solo shots of them three - Syazana, Dwi & Ayinn.

Impromptu meet-up with Syella, Radiah & Azie was fun! More outgoing than the usual outings or dates we usually had. And it was a totally random choice to have our dinner at Pluck, Haji Lane. ;)

First thing first, whilst enjoying to eat our ice-cream & Syella - her waffle & ice cream with Ice Choc drink, we went crazy camwhoring with Syella's webcam or should I say webcamwhoring? Haha! :B

Here are the mouthwatering treats. Not clear, but clearer snapshot will be shown later.


And then we started being vain. :D

We went around the world in one click. For e.g; Paris, New York & London! ;)


More vain shots... :)


And then, we started being wacky. Look at our faces! :B

Not long after, Azie joined us after work! =)

We had a great time at Pluck, and of course enjoyed our first visit there. Gratitude goes to Swee Ling for the information of the waffle. It was indeed delicious. And to make sure we show love to Pluck, it's gonna be a new chillax for our Girlfriends! So girls, if you're free, you might want to consider coming down to Pluck to just chill or grab a bite. It's really worth your buckaroos! :D

Snapshots:-

And after Pluck, we went to KFC for a light treat. We all had the $2.90 Snackers. :)

P/S: If you're interested in watching the random video we took at Pluck, just view Gfs Blog's latest post. ;D

Well, that's all I have for you today. I'll be leaving for Batu Pahat tomorrow & I might be back on Sunday or Monday, depends on the situation though. I can't wait to get my mind off all the shit happening here in Lion City & runaway to the rural side of life! :D

And if you guys happened to watch Live N Loaded at 11pm yesternight, you might have caught a glimpse of me. :)

Nights everyone! ♥